Who Are You? A Mad Libs Identity

My goddaughter is two, and people are beginning to make predictions about her future. It’s never too early to ask— what will you be when you grow up?  She plays with cars, we decide she’ll be a mechanic.  She smears lipstick on her mouth, we decide she’ll be a fashionista.

Our minds are naturally wired to synthesize and predict. You never stop asking yourself what you want to be when you grow up. Strategy kept us alive in times when predators were common and food was scarce.

The evolutionary remainder is a mind that whirrs nonstop. If you’ve ever laid awake nights trying to wrangle out some difficult decision, you know that problem solving can become its own problem. You never arrive at the finish line of life and say, good, now that that’s over I can finally relax.  That’s not how it goes. 

We try to answer these big questions. We land jobs, relationships, and homes. We inhabit our adulthood, our responsibilities grow, and the questions change. We build routines and navigate skirmishes within them. And yet, that yearning to purpose creeps up again. Is this all there is? Wait, is this who I am?

There are two ways to handle this. The first is to dive into the muck and start strategizing. The second is to leave blanks in your life and trust it will work itself out. You need both, but we as a culture we seem to overvalue one.

Strategy is a great place to start if you are feeling stuck in a rut, and see a direction you want to go. If your life feels like it’s loaded with closed doors, and you want to open some, this is a great idea. I am happy to coach you through this process.  A lot of practices I use begin with thought-leaders like Martha Beck, Abraham Hicks, and Gabby Bernstein. We can make lists and treasure maps to carve out that path.  I’m happy to help.

But also, sometimes these questions just need time to marinate. Like each field needs a fallow season to be fruitful, we all need time to let go of strategy and be present. For some people, the process of looking for themselves is what makes them feel the most lost.  Over-strategizing becomes a roadblock to living life fully. At times it’s best to live life with blanks, uncertainties if you will, so that some miracle can come and fill them in.

If you remember the word-game Mad Libs, you may recall how joyous it is to have a blank space that you fill in with whatever comes to mind.  When you spend all your time strategizing to direct each uncertainty, the delight in the process can be nabbed.  You miss what’s right in front of you.

Uncertainty is a gift. It’s both the blank page you begin your novel with, and the moment you get laid off.  It’s when you notice your body as the container for your life, and the heart as the engine that drives it.  It’s when your mind goes haywire, and you let it wail like a toddler mid-tantrum.  And then, at the end, there is a calm where the question is answered in the best way possible.

It goes away. You arrive in the moment.  You are enough.  You sense a connection that is universal and particular.  You are you.  And when someone asks you who you are, you can reply with your name, and leave blank space for more.

Respond below to get a free MadLibs sent to you!